Only In Dreams

i wish i could drink hot chocolate and play nintendo with matt and jake all day but i have to rehearse for a couple performances on thursday. its okay. ive been making a big baked ziti dinner for us to eat because we’re going to be at the practice space all night and i want to be economical and a mom.

Maybe I’m feeling angsty, but this is too true

And you told me that you loved me
(I swallowed every drop down)
And you told me how it felt
Like being gagged and bound
And you told me you were leaving
On the last train out
And you told me, “Go to hell.”

Well, let me tell you, beautiful,
I’ve been there
Believe me when I say I’m not afraid
Of destruction, sorrow, fear or regret.
I heard the devil call me by my name

i knew that.

No sleep ‘til the heat in my apartment drastically drops.